Every 4 years on November 6, we elect our President of the
United States. Well, this year’s election was different—at least for me. 2012
has been a most difficult year for me because of all that I had gone through. I
cannot in good conscious distract you with my own experiences in this blog, but
I will give notice to one event that has happened. November 6, 2012 was a time
of great trial for me; for the devil had bet my life on the election of our
President of the United States. If Barak Obama wins, I live. If Mitt Romney
wins, I die. I was at risk of a national abortion; for I was to be sacrificed
for power. It’s no different than the ancient religion of Molek worship by
murdering children with fire. Something God clearly hates, and says is abominable: Jeremiah 7:30-31 and Ezekiel 16:20-22.
However, I know the truth about Mitt Romney, and I desired to
help God fulfill Romney’s purpose. And, as Isaac laid down his life out of his
own free will, when God tested Abraham to sacrifice his only son, I laid down
my life with fasting around the time of the election. I was prepared to die,
but that was not God’s plan. I know the heart of my Heavenly Father, and He
does not desire His child to perish. Jesus said: “Take heed that you do not
despise one of these little ones, for I say to you that in heaven their angels
always see the face of My Father who is in Heaven. For the Son of Man has come
to save that which was lost.” (Matthew 18: 10-11). Expecting a Romney win, I
was surprised when I found out that Obama was reelected, and I was redeemed by
God from a national abortion.
After the election, I felt the symptoms of an abortion survivor.
I questioned why I was alive. I lashed out on everyone—even God. I questioned
everything in my life, and felt that my worth was absolutely nothing. I mean:
how would you feel when someone wanted to sacrifice you? It makes you feel like
you don’t matter, and that life didn’t matter. I even complained to God about
why—God knew I was acting out symptoms I never experienced before. God was
patient with me and loved me unconditionally. He revealed to me what was really
happening in my heart, and showed me that I have a purpose. There’s a reason
that He redeemed me. I just didn’t fully understand it.
I am still overcoming symptoms of an abortion survivor. The
movie October Baby comes to mind, and I watched it with God. I cried. The
teenager, named Hannah, was going through the same symptoms because her biological mother didn’t
want her and almost aborted her. But, the girl's adopted parents wanted to save
her, and forced the biological mother to give birth. The story hit me really
hard, and I hope to receive a copy of the movie as soon as I am able too. However,
I can understand the symptoms of Hannah. She questioned her
life, and felt that she didn’t matter. I do believe that the story was based on
the real life biological mother that played herself in the movie.
In the movie, the mother was in denial when Hannah met her, which is
one of the symptoms of a mother who previously wanted to abort her child. Does that sound
familiar, America? Am I to be denied? As a child of God in the womb of America,
my life was to be aborted unless Obama won? He did win. I am still alive. Am I
to be ignored? I am not bitter toward those that were inspired by satan to bet
my life, and I am not angry at those that desired my destruction for their
selfish ambition. I simply want justice, and the only just thing to do is to
abolish abortion with a Constitutional Amendment. I believe that life begins
when we are conceived in the womb—just as we are a new creation when God gives
us His Holy Spirit after baptism.
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